Lately there have been dreams and ideas floating around in my little head. As of right now I am a starving musician/photographer that is swimming in a bowl the size of a teaspoon... Yep. I feel like there is nowhere to go but flop out and die. Dont get me wrong, I really love my life, I have an amazing wife, amazing friends and I get to do things that others only dream of. I really do enjoy life. However, I am not living the dreams God has given me. Not by choice. No.. but by circumstance. How can I live a dream that God has given me when I live in a world that the world runs... I am called to be in this world but not of it... what the hell does that mean anyway? More and more I am seeing just how much of this world is controlled by the world. Even the Church. Seriously, when did this happen? Wait, no... HOW did this happen? Everywhere I look Christians are pulling the "God Card" or "Church Card" or "Christian Card" for the Jesus discount. . . Oh, you dont know about the Jesus Discount? Trust me... its only a matter of time before you find out... Its just like the friend discount. The one getting the discount feels great while the one discounting walks away feeling ripped off and bummed out. My problem is not the discounting, I do it all the time and feel great about it... I love blessing people with what I have. My problem I guess is when people assume that I am going to give them the discount... Word gets out and all of a sudden I owe the whole world something at a discounted price. or free. My problem is when we start paying people what we want to pay and all of a sudden that persons self worth goes down. Then the person giving the discount feels used...
So I titled this post "Because it is so much more than music" for this reason... See, I play in a band. yep, its true. and every time we have a new record, or merch item, or even play a show - There are a number of people that pull some sort of a card asking for free stuff or some special deal... I dont have a problem with giving away free stuff, and I do that all the time... But it makes me wonder if that said person really likes our music and understands how much really goes into putting together such good music. Because if they did then maybe they would pull out their wallet and pay for the art we are creating... because I am a starving artist. Really, I am not rich and YES it does take a LOT of time and money to produce such great art... So, no its not free and no you can not have a free t-shirt. do you go around giving away money to random people that walk into your store? I didn't think so.
This is my rant... It is for all of you who take artist for granted.. Because without us this world would be really boring and there are WAY too many of us who have put down their brushes and guitars and picked up a suit and tie. We are a starving and dying breed.
Please support the Artists whose art you love.
Thank You.
here are some photos.